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    November 29

    ISAIAH 32

     
    第一次读以赛亚书的时候,听说它在圣经里的地位,好象圣殿正中的柱子。庄重,高昂,辉煌,如崇山峻岭般岿然耸立。
    今天读了久违的32章。依旧是让人且赞且叹的信息。
     
    The Kingdom of Righteousness
     1 See, a king will reign in righteousness
           and rulers will rule with justice.
     2 Each man will be like a shelter from the wind
           and a refuge from the storm,
           like streams of water in the desert
           and the shadow of a great rock in a thirsty land.
     3 Then the eyes of those who see will no longer be closed,
           and the ears of those who hear will listen.
     4 The mind of the rash will know and understand,
           and the stammering tongue will be fluent and clear.
     5 No longer will the fool be called noble
           nor the scoundrel be highly respected.
     6 For the fool speaks folly,
           his mind is busy with evil:
           He practices ungodliness
           and spreads error concerning the LORD;
           the hungry he leaves empty
           and from the thirsty he withholds water.
     7 The scoundrel's methods are wicked,
           he makes up evil schemes
           to destroy the poor with lies,
           even when the plea of the needy is just.
     8 But the noble man makes noble plans,
           and by noble deeds he stands.

    The Women of Jerusalem
     9 You women who are so complacent,
           rise up and listen to me;
           you daughters who feel secure,
           hear what I have to say!
     10 In little more than a year
           you who feel secure will tremble;
           the grape harvest will fail,
           and the harvest of fruit will not come.
     11 Tremble, you complacent women;
           shudder, you daughters who feel secure!
           Strip off your clothes,
           put sackcloth around your waists.
     12 Beat your breasts for the pleasant fields,
           for the fruitful vines
     13 and for the land of my people,
           a land overgrown with thorns and briers—
           yes, mourn for all houses of merriment
           and for this city of revelry.
     14 The fortress will be abandoned,
           the noisy city deserted;
           citadel and watchtower will become a wasteland forever,
           the delight of donkeys, a pasture for flocks,
     15 till the Spirit is poured upon us from on high,
           and the desert becomes a fertile field,
           and the fertile field seems like a forest.
     16 Justice will dwell in the desert
           and righteousness live in the fertile field.
     17 The fruit of righteousness will be peace;
           the effect of righteousness will be quietness and confidence forever.
     18 My people will live in peaceful dwelling places,
           in secure homes,
           in undisturbed places of rest.
     19 Though hail flattens the forest
           and the city is leveled completely,
     20 how blessed you will be,
           sowing your seed by every stream,
           and letting your cattle and donkeys range free.
    November 28

    纪念日

    今天是我受洗3周年的日子。我有太多言语不能及的感受。
     
    神是信实的,他从未曾让我失望过。主是甜美的,他从未有一刻不顾念我。
     
    唯独耶稣,永是耶稣。他是始,是因,是终,是一切。
     
    他在我身上成就了奇事,他还要做更大的事。。。
     
     
     
    November 27

    地下铁

     
    晚上运动了一会儿。
    坐在P1休息的时候,看了一段电影,叫地下铁。不知是不是几米的本子。
     
    爱情。
    温暖和新鲜的爱情。
    如同一片刚绽开的叶子,带着从另一个世界来的芬芳。
    如同一个初生的婴儿,尚没有经历苦痛,挫折与失望。。
     
    是他和她,手指不经意相触的瞬间。
    一个女孩子,一生中最美妙的时刻。
     
    我看着她与他在地铁并肩而坐的情景,记忆蓦然闪回。
    我听到她说,“两年以来,他把我的心都掏空了”。
     
    隔着那么多,我仍旧叹了口气。
     
    也只有那一段青葱无畏的年岁,那一种纯粹的心,那一刻自甘愚钝的冒失,才能写就一个如戳的印记。
     
    闭上眼睛的时候,你会想起谁呢?
    她说,已经没有人了。
     
    也不要再有人了。
     
    外面起风了,好冷。
     
    November 19

    my utmost for his highest - Chambers

     
    我很早就在以琳见过这本书,但它的名字迷惑了我,使我以为是Yet another成功神学的书,讲求个人励志等等的谎言。后来才知道章伯斯其人其心,并听说这本书实际上是devotion类的经典。今天忽然想起来,就在网上找到了它。非常好。非常好。
     
    这几天病得厉害。这次是自己折腾的。呵呵。
     
    周五已经有些萌芽了,又任性的溜到山下,抱着沉沉的一包书上来。说到这些书,真是让我欢喜雀跃。整整一套30多本史百克的讲道还有文字。我可喜欢他了,只是在香港到处都买不着。没料到在这个杂七杂八什么都卖的二手小书店,被我掏出来了。很全,乍一看我都不敢相信。因为太多本了,我的钱不够,可又舍不得放下。老板大概看着我太为难的样子,就很好心的妥协了。把原本该500多块钱的书,以200元让给了我。实在不知道他哪里来的那股热情,收钱和包书的时候,动作毅然果断。好像如果拖延片时他就要后悔一般。我在旁边差点就落泪了。真是感激连连。。
     
    不过这个雀跃的后果,就让我倒下了三天。昏睡,头疼,口干,浑身都碎掉了一样,噩梦一个接着一个。呵呵。好久没这么病过了。说真的我开始觉得苦,心里知道醒来要感恩,却一句感恩赞美的话都说不出来了。对着窗外冷凄凄孤单单的灯光,实在觉得很不爽。健康真美好,疾病真可恶。加上一堆一堆的工作等着。。真不爽。。
     
    写这格的时候,这些情绪都没啦。很喜乐的。中午我煮了面,用Jessica前天送来的小唐菜,和我昨天买的鸡蛋。很好,病的时候只想吃烂面条。这是我们家的传统。谢谢主的预备呀,谢谢我可爱的小姐妹。吃饱了浑身暖暖的,忽然就觉得很感动。发现自己实在是太爱我的弟兄姐妹了。。呜呜,我实在哪里也不想去。。我不想离开他们了。。虽然香港很糟糕,但是有他们就觉得太甜蜜了。。呵呵。。我实在是太喜欢他们了。。
     
     
    November 15

    平安

    好久没有写点什么了。总体来说,这些天过得翻江倒海。我不是说环境,事实上四围真是宁静和安详的很。阳光很好,搅扰很少,压力很小。但是心思却始终在战场之上。过山车的感觉,被丢上高空,又坠落地面。起伏不停。除此以外,却有一种说不出来的平安。有文说,海的深处是静的,那里叫做海褥垫,好像是这个名字。我有浅浅的恐惧和焦躁,但是心底却有说不出来的安息。不知该从何说起,也不知怎么说了。仿佛被倒来倒去的那瓶酒,如今正静待着它再一次沉淀下来。
     
    每一次沉淀,都会更加的清澈和香醇。这盼望太大也太真实。
     
    周日晚上,当我在超市里一个人快乐的唱歌时,我忽然从心底明白,福气真不是外面的馈赠。在人眼中,什么都没有改变,或许我依旧在失去,但心底涌上来的甘美泉水,让我脚步轻盈,眼睛明亮了。内里怯生生的我在舒展手脚,那感觉实在是惬意极了。
     
     
     
    November 01

    Trust His Heart

    Trust His Heart
    By Cynthia Clausen

    All things work for our good
    though sometimes we can't see how they could.
    Struggles that break our hearts in two
    sometimes blind us to the truth.
    Our Father knows what's best for us;
    His ways are not our own.
    So, when your pathway grows dim,
    and you just can't see Him,
    Remember He's still on the throne.

    Chorus:
    God is too wise to be mistaken.
    God is too good to be unkind.
    So when you don't understand,
    when you don't see His plan,
    When you can't trace His hand, trust His heart.

    He sees the Master plan.
    He holds our future in His hands.
    So don't live as those who have no hope.
    All our hope is found in Him.
    We walk in present knowledge,
    but He sees the first and the last.
    And like a tapestry, He's weaving you and me
    to someday be just like Him.